i don't want to be like this anymore

blergh, i'm just sitting here.
writing this blog-thing but i don't even know what to write.

feeling down once again. i'm feeling unhappy

about myself lately. i'm always been asocial. every time that

one of my friends asked me to do something, i refuse.

last year i went to the center almost every week with

some of my friends. i don't do this anymore,

and i want to change that. i want to do something.

i hate sitting behind my computer all day.

nobody talks to me at msn, netlog is as boring

as hell and all i do is writing this blog that no one

even cares about. i want to do something

with people i really like. i want to do fun things,

things that i will remember for the rest of my life.

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