Sun is making me happy :D

humm, i'm really tired right now,
but i'm a little bit bored so i decided to write this blog about paris. i'm not going to describe all of what we visited, because i mostly don't know the correct names anymore :'D

yesterday all the pupils of the second year of my school went to paris
for a day. we had do sit 5.5 hours in the bus before we arrived. i didn't mind that because i love busrides with my friends :'D we took a lot of pictures, listened music and we laughed our asses off sometimes, i loved it! finally we arrived. my first impression? huge buildings, a lot of people and a lot of traffic ! seriously, we were at this point where all of the cars, busses and cyclists where driving so dangerous that it was almost scary to be there.

one of the first things we went to see was the Eiffel Tower and we decided to climb it. sadly enough it rained, but damn i'm never climbing it again! we were really exhausted when we reached the second floor and decided not to go to the top. but because of all these stairs, i was still happy that i did it, the view was AMAZING! really, so so beautiful!

after that we took the metro and went to Montmartre, more stairs! my legs were almost falling off, they hurted so much, but again, the view was amazing, it was worth it. we had some free time here but actually we didn't did that much, just some walking around and stuff.

i think it was after our visit to Montmartre that we had to take the bus home. we were a little bit tired but still it was only 6 o'clock.. we watched this really scary movie, disturbia and at one point everybody was laughing at me because i screamed, that was a funny moment though ;d the last half hour on our way home, i decided to use my jacket as a pillow and tried to get some sleep, i closed my eyes but because of my ipod i still heard parts of the movie.

when the movie was done, we also were back at school. the parents of Joelle brought me home.
i fell asleep in a minute :D

paris was nice but i think it's a little bit overrated ~

I'M GOING TO PARIS TOMORROW, WHOA.

i finally got the nerve to tell you
how much you mean to me
you said that i was your best friend
a real sweet girl
but that's all i'll ever be

hmpf, i've cried so much these days that's it's not normal anymore.
i think i'm in love, in love with my best friend everrrrr. but
no, i don't want to have feelings for him. his relationship of 1.5 years
just ended and he has other things on his mind beside love now. we talked so much lately, i tried to help him as much as i could. after our conversations he always tells me how happy he is with having me as his best friend. telling me i'm the sweetest girl ever and that i mean everything to him. those words, oh so lovely to hear them! but because of all the attention i get from him lately, i think i'm starting to have feelings for him.. he's my best friend, and that's so special for me that i don't want to ruin it because of my feelings. i'm not even thinking about telling him of my feelings, not thinking about telling that my heart beats so much faster when i see him. i'm really not sure. probably these feelings are just temporary. i'm hoping they will go away soon. every time when i even think about him i start feeling down for a while, knowing that he doesn't feel the same for me as i feel for him. bleeergh, i hate it :')

these photos (not that good)
where made the
24th of December 2008, the day
before Christmas. i remember the good comments i received for my dress, but actually i didn't liked it that much.. it didn't fit well around my waist. (maybe you can see this at the photos..)

and about the photos, i hate the noise in both photographs.. it would be better without it but yeah, can't change that!